Dreams and Intimations
Here is the time for the sayable, here is its homeland.
Speak and bear witness. More than ever
the Things that we might experience are vanishing...
Rilke, The Ninth Duino Elegy.
Let it drop behind you, feel the pitch-black
bundle moulded so well to your figure
slip to the ground. Take a step or two,
its darkness dissipates, enters the pre-dawn
shadows of the hills and trees around.
Notice your traveller’s cloak, its rough
woven texture gathers light, is shot through
with threads of violet-grey and saffron.
The beginnings of blue break on the charcoal
brushed ranges, and the early light lends you
a sheen. Your step is the step of a younger
you, or perhaps the ground presses back
and offers to lighten your load a little. You
falter unused to such reception, and yet
the rhythm you settle on is both your whole
being and your nothingness. Ahead the light
brightens steadily, and shadows deepen
in anticipation of the day. Every place—
in the inky foliage printed on a paper sky;
on the surface of the rocks by the track;
in the dingo and wallaby scats—crouched,
is annihilation. Its intimations even take
root amongst the fine-leaved wildflowers,
as they prepare to make themselves visible.
At the end of this day’s walking, as you
descend from the hills, bring the sayable
things; let the pink and the blue orchids
travel within you. Later on a free-stone
wall, sparkling ale in one hand, Rilke’s
tender eye for death is the other.
Long listed for the Ron Pretty Prize 2106, published Broken Ground UWAP